07 August 2015

Minsan lang akong mag-rant pero ilalagay ko na rin dito sa blog ko

Kapag nagsusulat ako sa blog, bihira lang ako mag-rant. Baka nga first time ko ito mag-rant sa blog e. Syempre gusto ko positive vibes lang all the way. Plus, maaari ka kasing ma-misjudge ng mga tao. Iisipin nila ang negatron mo, tapos sasabihin nila judgemental ka. Ayos. Pero dahil hindi  ko mapigilan ang silakbo ng damdamin ko, magrarant na lang din ako. At gusto ko documented siya. Para maramdaman ko that to get angry is part of being human, part of feeling.

Napagtanto ko na yung ibang ka-close kong kaibigan can be SO RIGHTEOUS about themselves. Sila na ang perpekto. Sila na ang tama. Sila na ang mangdidikta ng buhay mo at kung paano ka gagalaw sa lipunan. Ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganitong inis sa kanya. So fucking righteous. Kala mo walang maling ginagawa sa buhay. Kung makasita ng mga tao, IKAW NA! You may have achieved a lot pero pwede ba, if you can't say something nice just keep your judgemental opinions to yourself! You feel like you're doing this country a huge privilege by devoting your time to society! To a certain extent yes, I'll give you that. Pero pota, just because feeling mo ang galing galing mo, you devote your whole self to being the best in serving others, THAT DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE FUCKING RIGHT TO JUDGE OTHERS. And I'm not saying this because you misjudged me. I'm not ranting kasi kung mapagsabihan mo ako wagas. I can take your criticisms. You can lambaste me all you want and I'll take all of them. And I would take it all constructively because I can understand your points. 

Pero yung i-judge mo ibang tao na walang ginagawang masama sa'yo, TIGIL-TIGILAN mo yang kayabangan mo! Kung makapag-husga ka, kala mo ikaw na ang infallible! I extremely hate that about you.  You'll see me nodding and agreeing to your comments most of the time but deep inside, when you start talking about the flaws of other people and how you are disgusted by them, I cringe at how low you've become. Dong, hindi umiikot ang mundo sa'yo. At hindi parati ikaw ang bida. 

My father would always ALWAYS discourage me from talking about other people. And now I can completely see his point. Siguro I have to thank you for that for making me see clearly my father's point. Ang panget nga talaga pag-usapan ang ibang tao, at lalong-lalo na yung jinujudge mo sila. Alam mo, magtataka ka why some of your close friends turned their backs against you. It's probably because of your uncouth ways of degrading and judging others. Nakakarindi. Nakakapuno. Nakakairita. You're not perfect. And though you're trying to be, your being judgemental will not make you one.

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