31 May 2010

Down in the pits...

Had this serious argument with someone... Sigh. It makes me feel down and a failure. Ang hirap pala ng ganitong feeling. But sometimes I feel numb, sometimes rotten, sometimes apathetic, sometimes uber depressed.

What did I get myself into????

25 May 2010

what to do with my thesis...

Haaay... I'm super stuck with what I'm doing right now for my thesis... It's like geology, chemistry and engineering combined in one! Massive attack, don't know if I'll survive this. I can but I need to really FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS.

I can't truly say I don't have time. Heck, I have all the time in the world. I just need to be efficient. But it's hard! Aaargh! I get distracted easily and my extra-curricular work is catching up on me. Ang dami kasi. Church work, socio-civic work... But I'm thankful I still have a social life, haha! And a great family where I can get much strength from. I'm so blessed to have them.

Matagal-tagal na rin pala ako hindi nakapag-blog. So many events have passed, travels here and there. Let's see... What have I done...

presented orally at EGU in Vienna, Austria
did fieldwork for reconnaissance in Baguio
did fieldwork for cross-section in Guinsaugon, So. Leyte

What else? Uhm... I can't remember anymore! Why do I just remember the travels? Why can't I remember better things such as doing outreach or making someone happy by helping them? Baka kasi wala akong activity na ganun lately, haha! I miss those days. Ay wait... meron!

launched BIDA Change (heads the Environmental Advocacy arm with Tracy)
emceed with Steph during the BIDA Change voter's education forum
had a general assembly for the youth of JDHP
played frisbee in Vienna! yahoo!
jogged in Vienna, along the Danube
partied in a pub in Vienna
bakit puro Vienna ito? ang memorable kasi! haha!
went to Schoenbrunn Palace
went to Kunsthistorisches and Naturhistorisches museum in Vienna
spent the WHOLE day at Haus der Musik (fantastic museum!)
wait, LOST MY CAMERA IN VIENNA! BOOOOO! goodbye all photos from my camera :'(

I think I left my heart (and camera, shet) in Vienna... sigh... such a beautiful place! And the people! Oh they were so kind and amazing! Super duper thanks to Tita Jane and Tito Efren, Tita Lina, Mike Ernst, and of course, Omar Pecho! Waddup! For waking up early to pick me up at the airport to oversleeping and muntikan nang hindi ako mameet sa airport on departure day, haha!

Sigh... Sana makabalik akong Vienna someday... :)

Dr. Marissa Tejada, Dr. Efren Abaya, Dr. Jane Gerardo-Abaya, future Dr. Edz Mendoza, and Dr. Glenda Besana-Ostman at the entrance hall of the Nobel Prize winning institution, International Atomic Energy Agency

Woohoo with the LUNAR BRECCIA! And it's authentic!!! :)

Striking a pose with the United Nations logo at the UN Headquarters, Vienna, Austria

All the flags of the countries who are part of the United Nations (cool! daming flags!)