I’m sad. Nag-away kami ni Martin eh. Dahil doon hindi tuloy kami nag-uusap. Nakakamiss. Ganun talaga ‘no, kapag mahal na mahal mo yung isang tao, pagkatapos ng isang matinding away, parang magi-guilty agad feeling mo. Tapos parang gusto mong yakapin at hagkan ang mahal mo tapos pag-usapan niyo ng matino yung nangyari at gumawa ng resolution para roon.
Marami na kami naging away ni Martin, as in. Most are petty fights but it always transitions to big fights. There are so many I’ve lost count. Madalas kami mag-away noon nung bago pa lang kami. I think four times a week kami nag-aaway in the first two to three years of our relationship. Grabe, as in. But when we approached our third/fourth year, we mellowed and seldom fought with each other. As for MAJOR fights, there are a couple na mabibilang sa isang kamay. Yesterday’s argument I think I’ll classify it as a major fight. Grabe. Intense kami mag-away ni Martin, yung tipong nakakapaosan ng boses tsaka ako maraming hand gestures at kadalasan nagdadabog. Intense kung intense.
But after parting ways after a major argument with Martin makes me feel sad and guilty and a bit remorseful. Sana nahahawakan ko si Martin ngayon. Sana nahuhug ko siya and we’ll just hug each other then everything will be alright.
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