Just recently, I am one of those people who would say the quote by Lord Alfred Tennyson:
It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
Yes, I became part of that statistic. It was sad. It was confusing. I was lost for a while, bewildered, and bothered. But only in MAMA MARY and GOD that I found inner peace. And now I'm happy, just after two days.
But perhaps not now. The relationship would not work out NOW.
Perhaps in the future. In the near future. We'll never know.
If God wants two people to be together, He will bring them together and make them last forever.
I'm happy that we're still friends though. I really am. :)
Yesterday while I was praying, the song Kandila by Sugarfree popped in my mind. And there are lines that expressed what I was feeling:
Kung kailan pa nawalan ng ilaw
Tsaka pa lang naging malinaw
Baka ako ang may kasalanan
Kung bakit tayo ay may tampuhan
'Di na pwedeng pag-usapan
Sorry, 'di kita hinabol
Sorry, tayo'y malabo
Maya-maya lang ay may ilaw na
Pero sana ay malaman mo
Magkailaw man madilim pa rin
Magkailaw man madilim pa rin...
Kung wala ka.
